I fuck everything up

How come i fuck everything up? EVERYTHING. I fuck up devices, i fuck up things, i fuck up people, i fuck up myself. I fuck up relationships, i fuck up money, i fuck up ... destroy everything you touch.... destroy me this way. covrigi... de fiecare data cand a doua zi am fost mahmura, aveam pofta de covrigi. incep sa cred ca mananc covrigi si cand sunt mahmura de la atata gandit, analizat, regretat. Meniul zilei de azi: covrigi.