I won't

I read one of the most nicest things : "I won't kiss you, it might get to be a habit and i can't get rid of habits". Dupa ce am citit asta am ascultat Def Leppard "Love bites"( I don't want to touch you too much baby 'cause making love with you might drive me crazy). Memories, pain, happiness, energy, melancholy. All at once.


It's a certain pleasure in pain. So enjoy it while it lasts. Being numb to different situations... Don't get me wrong dear, I don't want to feel the pain i felt at 17 years old because the guy that i had a crush on, doesn't see me but being numb is just not my thing. People with no emotions scare me.



Busy days and empty evenings. And I do enjoy them like that. No drama... And I don't want a lot of people in my life.. or in my house right now. I feel tired and I need to get in touch with myself. To know what I want because frankly, I have no fucking idea. People come and go. I feel lonely, I won't lie but somehow i enjoy my loneliness a lot. It's a weird feeling.